虽说，不如意的事十之八九，但是也太不如意了吧？有可能吗？跑了两天，还是一无所获。。。 让我觉得沮丧，甚至怀疑自己的办事能力。。。 我的脑袋现在就是一片空白。。。 想怎样？该怎样？要怎样？怎么做？无从下手。。。
很多事，似乎都是不如意的。 十件中有十一件事情没有一件能不让我操心的。我该如何继续下去？我该何去何从？
24 May 2011
21 May 2011
19 May 2011
Another End and start
End of my journey, starting the process to face this cruel world. I'm not escape, just let myself have a deep breath.It's time to the ending but i still can't have an ensure answer. Shall I let it continue or become a pass tense?
11 May 2011
I planned
I planned to leave the group after the coming seminar. It is almost finish the things that i promise you before. So sorry about that, i didn't mean anything. I just want to stop something which is not allow to happen while it's not too late.
I planned back to my original world after that because i mention that i like what i have by now with your group. However, this make me anomie. I will confuse with what i should do and what i shouldn't do. This is not what i want. I have to make the line between you and me be clear as possible. As i do not hope to drop into your game. I'm not a chess.
Anyway, good luck in your coming challenges and hope you can reach your target one day.
I planned back to my original world after that because i mention that i like what i have by now with your group. However, this make me anomie. I will confuse with what i should do and what i shouldn't do. This is not what i want. I have to make the line between you and me be clear as possible. As i do not hope to drop into your game. I'm not a chess.
Anyway, good luck in your coming challenges and hope you can reach your target one day.
10 May 2011
来得及？来不及？
化学反应还是什么？对你，越来越不对劲。也许我们的交涉太多了，话题太多了，所谈的东西太私人了所以让我分不清楚界限在哪里了。 下个学期，不论怎样，应该不会长期接触了吧？既然管不了自己，就陈一切在还来得及的时候不要再碰。。。
很清楚，我和你不到那阶段去，也应该到不了。不应该想的，万分的不该。人最终要学会的是认清。不要让一些貌似相似但事实上却不是的东西混淆了自己。也不必要让它们对自己照成苦恼。
清醒吧，找回自己当初的theory. 这个世界，最重要的是金钱。没有金钱就什么都不是，没有钱，就必须看别人的脸色做事。与其依赖对方给我想要的东西，不如，让我自己争取我所需要的东西。
不想了，不想了，不想了。疏远你，远离你，才是我应该做的。我应该持续的告诉自己，没有爱情，我还是可以活得很好。世界上的人，没有说少了爱情就活不下去。与其浪费时间想一些目前还不需要的东西，不如，花些时间，让自己的学识更丰富？我的人生，由我主宰。不需要依附谁来活的更好，因为这是我的人生。我是我人生中唯一的主人。
爱情是附加品，调剂品，但不是必需品。也许很多人说，还没尝试过，还能有理性的说，但是，只要不开始，就不会失去理性。既然失去理性是我不想要的，那么就不要开始一段情感，除非真的有那么一个可以给到我想要的，而我也可以给到他想要的，那么就另当别论。
很清楚，我和你不到那阶段去，也应该到不了。不应该想的，万分的不该。人最终要学会的是认清。不要让一些貌似相似但事实上却不是的东西混淆了自己。也不必要让它们对自己照成苦恼。
清醒吧，找回自己当初的theory. 这个世界，最重要的是金钱。没有金钱就什么都不是，没有钱，就必须看别人的脸色做事。与其依赖对方给我想要的东西，不如，让我自己争取我所需要的东西。
不想了，不想了，不想了。疏远你，远离你，才是我应该做的。我应该持续的告诉自己，没有爱情，我还是可以活得很好。世界上的人，没有说少了爱情就活不下去。与其浪费时间想一些目前还不需要的东西，不如，花些时间，让自己的学识更丰富？我的人生，由我主宰。不需要依附谁来活的更好，因为这是我的人生。我是我人生中唯一的主人。
爱情是附加品，调剂品，但不是必需品。也许很多人说，还没尝试过，还能有理性的说，但是，只要不开始，就不会失去理性。既然失去理性是我不想要的，那么就不要开始一段情感，除非真的有那么一个可以给到我想要的，而我也可以给到他想要的，那么就另当别论。
03 May 2011
The forth day of my holidays
Just the forth day of a month of my holidays, I'm starting count on how much mushrooms that i have for now~ I'm looking forward to my holidays while I'm having classes to go, however, i hope holidays will not be that much by now... Since i really do not know how to plan for my holidays.
Some will asked, why don't improve yourself by reading some english story books? I hope to do so.. But, lazy is the most terrible enemy for me... ... Really speechless for that.
During the last paper for my exam, my friends are excited for their degree life is getting start a month later... I should not admire them because this is my fault to extend my foundation life... But my mood is getting down and down...
Never mind~ i have almost four month to relax before i enter the door of degree. I can enjoy my study life and can do better. Ganbateh!! ^^
Some will asked, why don't improve yourself by reading some english story books? I hope to do so.. But, lazy is the most terrible enemy for me... ... Really speechless for that.
During the last paper for my exam, my friends are excited for their degree life is getting start a month later... I should not admire them because this is my fault to extend my foundation life... But my mood is getting down and down...
Never mind~ i have almost four month to relax before i enter the door of degree. I can enjoy my study life and can do better. Ganbateh!! ^^
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