Have no idea... ...

Well, i hope is my problem~~ I'm try to ignore the feel... But i really can't... ... Seem i'm confuse, wheter is i'm not dare to say 'NO' or i cannot say 'NO'. Why i should done all the things? Why she need not? haha~ because she's tired back from school?! Don't try to forget that is you decided to send them study there! I didn't complain for anythings today, but why you want to scold when i didn't done the things? you think i'm free? i can't use some of my time for myself? Why she can sit in front of the tv but i can't? Do you think it is fair to me? You know? i'm speechless~

Have to act~~ :'(

Seem i can't go out like before already~ haiz~ Have to lie.... Let them see i'm really a good girl~~~ lolx~ i'm not actor la~~ I had reject my friend's invitation~ CRY CRY CRY~~~

Hmm... ...

Since i'm finish my SPM, my life look meaningless~ haiz~ playing, sleeping, eating, and nothing~ ><

If can choose, i won't stay home to face some monsters~ >< Some of my friends were know that my house have a lot of 'abnormal' person.. hmm~ may be i shouldn't say like that, should respect them... But, i really can't bear it anymore... ... I can't grumble about those things~ Even though, just grumble~ YoY... ...

I'll scold by my dad... ... he'll said that i'm lazy, and like to count those things with them... ...But he don't know that sometimes, i really can't bear it~ Since the school life was start, but just i'm going to stay home, i have to cook lunch for them everyday... Although i'm not going to eat and i can't say no~ Well, sometime, i'm try to persuade myself... But it didn't work for long time~~

I'm still looking for some help, which can help me to bear for all the unbearable things~

~~ No Comment~~

There're a lot of things make me no comment at all~ lolz~ Start from my result came out, the feel is following me until now~ Speechless~ Not enough for maktab, not enough for this not enough for that, then my dad start nag~ \YoY/ Please, i'm also don't want like that la~

Waiting for the result of maktab, finally, that's arrive, but... ... What! Delay! What's the government done? Just a small things also want delay it? How i'm going to continue my things? Gosh~ lolz~ want cry cry cry!!!