22 February 2014

Sunny and cloudy

My intern started for almost 2 months, I'm glad that finally used to it and feel good with my working environment. Although some kids are really representing monster but they are really cute! I'm so sorry for sometimes I need cane to stop them on doing something hurtful as well as scolding but I do love them very much.

I like to stay in an environment which full with kids and chit-chatting with their families about their funny behavior. ^^
this big size boy boy is a very "mummy" boy~~

the crying princess is finally used to the study environment. Another cuties when stop crying and asking for mummy~

my little "boy friend" the one i care the most! Be happy Jun Ting!

Good in camera sense!

She is always has good appetite!


The youngest boy is learning to make himself a kaya bread! 

Cuties, and the famous star! Oscar!!

SHOW TIME!


Their laugh motivate me to give more love and patient for them!

Hi! you see me?

It's Oscar show time! Come on, Oscar baby!!
Ps: he really makes my day! Love you Oscar!

even kids also want to 捞生!
I knew that will be not so easy to take care an elder, but the reality is very cruel and tells that no matter what readies and preparations been done will still useless. Great grandma fell down yesterday and can't manage her daily activities even toileting. For the first time, I learn how to clean an elder and move her from chair to chair. Even I remind myself for times, it's my duty to do my filial but when those smells come to me still can't handle. 

I gotta learn on doing this, I have to let go all my "clean" when I have to take care someone. I gotta force myself in doing so, who knows somehow a day I gotta take care of somebody... 

In life, the oldest stage is the most pity stage... It will be amazing if an elder still manage to take care themselves... but if they can't that will be a sad... Just imagine when you can't move and need to rely on others with every activities... I really cannot bear with it and can't imagine if I'm in that stage... 

Life, is cruel and real... Learn to accept them and solve the problems caused by..


05 February 2014

Madness

I'm so sorry but still i need to voice out my feeling on your arrangement. Why you so like to make arrangement on my works? meanwhile, it's just some home works  like my dinner or whatever.

once I agree to do for you that mean I WILL! May be just some adjustment on my schedule, but still I will get the work done need not any worries from you. So, please keep quite when the works had assigned to me. I'm sorry for the madness, but that also means you had touch my limits. So please, Learn to let go!

I tried to avoid argue with you and obey as I can, but there are ways people used. How come you so like to force people follow in your way? ya, may be some kind problems are coming from you. Thanks god! Now I can understand how people feel about that. Yeup, that's really sucks!