Time.... ....

I'm on the way to learn 'pizazz'... ... I thought i can do it, although i known it's not as easy as i think, but at least i choose to try, i choose to start. I don't want myself always effect by other... ... I feel pain when i make decision... but i believe it will recover one day... ... Just don't know when is it. It is a kind of afflict to my when i saw yours and hers photo or profile.

I don't know is you remove me or system problem, but i choose to let it be, because i want to let those things just stay at pass... ... It's already lot of years, but just now when i saw her profile incautious, i feel pain again... The feel didn't change, nothing different compare with before.

Before that, i really believe i had already let all those things be pass... But after i saw her profile picture, i just know i didn't. Those things still in the deep side in my heart. Who can tell me what can i do? You are the only one i'm confused whether i'm just concern you, look up to you, like you or love you? i wonder.

May be i can escape, be a tortoise... But i don't want. Once i escape, that mean i'm recreant...

I need time......

Fight~

Final final final! final test! i can't fail! oh my god~ gotta ganbateh liao~ can't let myself control by those laziness~ i can't! cheer up man! i gotta trust myself! i can do it! Ganbateh!

turn to lazy...

Final exam is coming soon, i had already start my study 2 weeks ago. But after having 3 day of holidays i start turn to become lazy. Although i know that it's not true, but i really can't control myself turn to lazy~ oh my god~ help lo~


Since i study at university, i saw a lot of things that i didn't meet before. The communication, interaction with each other. There are a lot of problem that i gotta face even though where i am.


I choose to follow what my dad said~ Just live for self... Ignore those things that will make me unhappy~

angry...

为什么你们要这样对我呢？我做错了什么吗？扪心自问，对你们，我都是真心以待。有必要这样吗？我不想听解释，也不想理清头绪，我只想快快把这学期读完。开始一个全新的学期！对于你们，大家随缘吧~ 没有必要勉强自己~

我要做一个潇洒的人！

What's going on?

The first sem is finish soon. I'm choose to stay hostel this week to study math. But if somebody ask me how much i study for this 2 days? I'll answer don't know. I'm not going to hate math, but i really don't know how to solve those questions. There are a lot of problem that man gotta face in their life. Happy will become meaningless if we have a life which lack of problem.

Trouble and problem is act as challenge for us in our life. Once we can face these challenge, we can become strong and stronger. I believe in that. Since i study at university, there are a lot of people's attitude that i can see day by day, minute by minute. I wonder is that my problem or really is my problem. I really wonder and wonder.