~~ No Comment~~

There're a lot of things make me no comment at all~ lolz~ Start from my result came out, the feel is following me until now~ Speechless~ Not enough for maktab, not enough for this not enough for that, then my dad start nag~ \YoY/ Please, i'm also don't want like that la~

Waiting for the result of maktab, finally, that's arrive, but... ... What! Delay! What's the government done? Just a small things also want delay it? How i'm going to continue my things? Gosh~ lolz~ want cry cry cry!!!

Confuse~

I hate confuse to something~ The feel make me want shock ad~ At the start, i'm straight want go foundation, but nw~ thx for my parent, f6~ again~ i hate bm~ study at f6, sure hv to use bm~ i hate! but f6 can save money~~ haiz~

~To My Friends~

Please pay attention for your attitude, when we are chatting, you always like to show me your bad temper, wherever we are~ I'm trying to control myself, but that's not mean i can't rebut you... I just don't want to broke our relation... You always talking about others, but how about you? Have you ever think about yourself... You are always give comment about others, but you never look at yourself... As friend, i'm had already done my liability... I'm had lend my hand to you, when you're asking for help. I'm also gave you console, when you're sad... I had spend my time to you, when you're confusing... But you are still show me like friend is nothing to you... Please don't forget, as friend, i have already my liability, we just friend, that's not mean i can help you to settle all your problem... Do you know? You like to show your angry face without reason... See, I'm not the worm at your body! I don't know why you angry for! Please don't turn your angry to me from that guys who make you angry! You like to talk nonsense about me and angry with me when i'm refuse to help you... Why, do you know all the things are unfair to me??

Angry~

Angry angry and angry to someone... I'm just remind her, is time to get her motor driving lesson, is it wrong? I just don't want she too reliant... She have to learn independent but not asking for help when she face problem... But she still can disprove my word! Gosh! All i tell to her is the true. Why she can't understand? Now a day, there are no one that we can believe at all. Future, she will go out for her study, how family help her when she is outside? I really don't know how to communicate with her anymore~

无奈~

我很清楚自己，是个三心两意的人。任何事如果要我做决定，我会想太多。考车，使我目前非常想要做的事。当父母表示说，不需要太早领取驾照时，的却有点落寞，可是他们说的不无道理。没错，我的却不需要太早领取。所以，我已经收拾好心情。等待自己有能力的时候才去考的。。。 看着身边的朋友，一个一个的领取驾照，虽然会有点闷。可是也一直劝自己说无所谓，我也会有，只是迟了点~然往往就是这样。当看到希望时，会无比的快乐，仿佛到了天堂。可是当希望破灭时，就会从天堂掉回地面般，伤心~ 也许是自己看不开吧~很多东西，是可有可无的。就像佛学营时，一位师傅说的，执着让自己不开心，让身边的人不开心。既然如此为什么要去执着？虽然明白，可是要做到真的好难。。。

Future~~

For a student, spm is the end of secondary and the start of the future~ We have to think about ourself, our future and all~ many things we have to decide and plan to promise our future... I'm always taught i'm independence, but actually i didn't at all... There're many little things i can't decided at all~ i'm confuce with it~ haiz~ really don't know what i want exactly~ others and family can give you suggestins. But the future is fix by ourself decission~~

We are facing some challenge every day~ if you want to get somethings, then you must sacrifices somethings~At the last, we have to make decision too~ just late or early~

曾经~~

曾经，有人问过我，你身边的朋友都有男朋友了，你羡慕吗？会不会有冲动也想要个男朋友？我笑笑，不语。

其实，我羡慕，也有过想要男朋友的念头。所谓人云亦云不过如此。缘分如果这么容易就能得到的话。那不就显得缘分不在可贵了吗？这个年纪的我不懂得什么叫感情，对很多事情都还是处于陌生境界，我拿什么来说感情，说爱情呢？

古人一句话，不经一事不长一智。是很贴切的一句。经过某些事，我可以更加确定的告诉自己，很多事情等到时机成熟时自然的就会到来，不须羡慕，不须人云亦云。