Future~~

For a student, spm is the end of secondary and the start of the future~ We have to think about ourself, our future and all~ many things we have to decide and plan to promise our future... I'm always taught i'm independence, but actually i didn't at all... There're many little things i can't decided at all~ i'm confuce with it~ haiz~ really don't know what i want exactly~ others and family can give you suggestins. But the future is fix by ourself decission~~

We are facing some challenge every day~ if you want to get somethings, then you must sacrifices somethings~At the last, we have to make decision too~ just late or early~

曾经~~

曾经，有人问过我，你身边的朋友都有男朋友了，你羡慕吗？会不会有冲动也想要个男朋友？我笑笑，不语。

其实，我羡慕，也有过想要男朋友的念头。所谓人云亦云不过如此。缘分如果这么容易就能得到的话。那不就显得缘分不在可贵了吗？这个年纪的我不懂得什么叫感情，对很多事情都还是处于陌生境界，我拿什么来说感情，说爱情呢？

古人一句话，不经一事不长一智。是很贴切的一句。经过某些事，我可以更加确定的告诉自己，很多事情等到时机成熟时自然的就会到来，不须羡慕，不须人云亦云。

Love?

A week let me learn many things. Sometimes, when we admire to a thing, we will aspire to the same thing directly. Truck with someone...love is different with like. I like someone, but didn't mean that we should truck, but love, is that hope to live with each other. There are big different between this two things. Never confuse with it， this is for our own good... aren't it?

4/10/09

That's a little change on that day~~~ Although still not very confirm... but i hope i can make it as longer as i can~~ 5 more weeks, exam coming soon... God bless me...T0T

The End...

End of the holidays... very sad... when I'm thinking back, that's nothing i do in this holidays... hehe... End of the holidays, start of the war again and again... Haiz... That's another that make me feel better is the tourism after the exam... T0T

The last three month for my study live in secondary~~

There just three more month for my secondary study live~~ T.T So fast, 5 years past already... Many thing i had learn at this 5 years. Hehe... All of us are fighting. for what ? I think most probably is for our future... Parents remind you day and day, teacher remind you day and day... This is the last chance for you to change up your live. If you are lazy, your live will go like that... bye bye... If your are hard working now, then I'll say congratulations for you! you can care for your future... Heiz... yes, you are right, there are just three month... endure it! hehe... Looking for future... Haiz... nothing i can say lah... future... so far? No... Near? No... wait wait and wait... for the result ...

~Enough~

Although I'm miss them every day, but they won't come back anymore. Gone, will not come back~ I can't stop to miss them at this month~ Every day and every night. Every time, my tear will come with the miss. Can't i stop to miss them? I think cannot. Because they are my dearest uncle and grandma. I can't denial that, some of my friends can help me to forget the sad for a while, but i don't want... Not because this is my privacy... I'm care about what will they think about me.

When i'm sad, there is a place that only i will stay~ My room~ hehe~ Safety at there... No disturbs... No noise... just alone... The feel was great! I like that~ may be i'll call a friend asking he or she beside me... That is enough... Need not too much... That is enough...