无奈

很多道理，谁都明白。但是要实践出来，不是人人都可以。人的一生，总有不愉快的事，甚至难过得想就这么的死去。但是我们难过的时候，往往会忘记了开心的事。在难过与痛苦的事增加的时候，开心也会增加，只是时机的问题。我， 要学习；不喜欢的事情，我不碰；不喜欢的态度，我不理；不喜欢的人，我不与其有交集；不喜欢的问题，我不回应；不喜欢的话题，我不参与。。。。。。我只能管得了我自己，而管不了别人。不喜欢的东西，事情，我选择关闭心灵，耳朵。。。不听，不闻，不问。。。

所谓的不听不闻不问，不是说知道是好的也不听。。。 而是那些负面的。。。 我选择远离。。。 也正学习远离。。。 一句老话，人的这一生活着，重要的，是自己的开心。。。 而自己的开心概括了什么，只有自己明了。

无法否认，人都会有不开心与性情低落的时候。我允许。 但是低落过后，就必须是快乐的，看开的。我在学习，生活中，人生中的道理，无边无际，无尽无穷。。。

2nd sem

End of Sem 2... Stress being disappear for temporary.. Final, i really don't know how to face it. First time, i study until i feel desperate... I don't know to handle stress, therefore, i choose a way that i don't the most.

Tears is useless to handle problem. To settle, we have to find out the correct way. However, the problem is, how we going to get the way? I feel myself have no more confidence than before. May be that's because i saw something. Everything is possible in the world, and i do love a sentence.. May be this second you at the top of the world, but your world may be up side down also at the same time. I totally agree with it. As everything is keep changing every time every moment even every second.


To build up my confidence again, i have to keep update myself.

final of 2nd sem

Time pass day by day, week by week and month by month... Final exam for the second sem is here... All of us fighting for the result, fighting or our future... This sem is totally hard than last sem... i feel i almost cannot tahan. i know myself, i understand myself, and i had told myself to start study once the sem start. But i sin follow, and i start regret.

Vomit, because of those notes, crying because of those notes. Who say that foundation is easy? who say foundation is the best way? Now, i more like form 6~ but since this is the wa that i choose, therefore, no choice and no more way to turn. Keep going, keep my way.

May all the god blessing us, blessing my friends, blessing who are having exam for the week. May the god bless you all~

最后一夜/蔡琴

Suddenly this so give me a lots of feel~ At the night~ it especially make me miss you.

到底要怎样？

到底要怎样？才能不想你；到底要怎样？才能摆脱那感觉。到底要怎样才能让我不再想你？一直都存在的困扰，要什么时候才能被丢下？要怎样才能跟你更进一步？要怎样才能跟你聊天，做朋友？很希望很希望，让你知道，我的心。

Am i really like you?

Start from appreciate, that's the first thing in my mind. However, i can't take my mind out of you. I don't know why. Am i really like you? I ask for myself more than hundred times. Am i really like you? I don't know. I'm very confuse with my mind and my feeling now. I will feel happy, when i saw your name appear in my chat-room. However, i feel disappointed when your name is not appear. Just now, i encourage myself to send you a message at facebook, and i do, but you didn't reply or even answer me. Don't you know? It's cruel to me.

Seriously, i hate you to give me this kind of feeling... I can't force you, but i also can't stop myself. Can you tell me what can i do?

Life Ways

Each people have their own way to go,some of them are smoothly, but some of them are full with challenging. There are lot of people will hope their way can be as smooth as they can. However, that is impossible. Achievement or success will not make people excite anymore if there are have no any challenging, if they have never try 'fail' before.

Do not be scare to face those difficulties, because that is one of the excerpt in our life way. Be sure to stand up when you are fell down, and say 'It's ok'... Congratulations, if you can do that, you have an irritative life~

An irritative Life= Fail+Success