Time.... ....

I'm on the way to learn 'pizazz'... ... I thought i can do it, although i known it's not as easy as i think, but at least i choose to try, i choose to start. I don't want myself always effect by other... ... I feel pain when i make decision... but i believe it will recover one day... ... Just don't know when is it. It is a kind of afflict to my when i saw yours and hers photo or profile.

I don't know is you remove me or system problem, but i choose to let it be, because i want to let those things just stay at pass... ... It's already lot of years, but just now when i saw her profile incautious, i feel pain again... The feel didn't change, nothing different compare with before.

Before that, i really believe i had already let all those things be pass... But after i saw her profile picture, i just know i didn't. Those things still in the deep side in my heart. Who can tell me what can i do? You are the only one i'm confused whether i'm just concern you, look up to you, like you or love you? i wonder.

May be i can escape, be a tortoise... But i don't want. Once i escape, that mean i'm recreant...

I need time......

Fight~

Final final final! final test! i can't fail! oh my god~ gotta ganbateh liao~ can't let myself control by those laziness~ i can't! cheer up man! i gotta trust myself! i can do it! Ganbateh!

turn to lazy...

Final exam is coming soon, i had already start my study 2 weeks ago. But after having 3 day of holidays i start turn to become lazy. Although i know that it's not true, but i really can't control myself turn to lazy~ oh my god~ help lo~


Since i study at university, i saw a lot of things that i didn't meet before. The communication, interaction with each other. There are a lot of problem that i gotta face even though where i am.


I choose to follow what my dad said~ Just live for self... Ignore those things that will make me unhappy~

angry...

为什么你们要这样对我呢？我做错了什么吗？扪心自问，对你们，我都是真心以待。有必要这样吗？我不想听解释，也不想理清头绪，我只想快快把这学期读完。开始一个全新的学期！对于你们，大家随缘吧~ 没有必要勉强自己~

我要做一个潇洒的人！

What's going on?

The first sem is finish soon. I'm choose to stay hostel this week to study math. But if somebody ask me how much i study for this 2 days? I'll answer don't know. I'm not going to hate math, but i really don't know how to solve those questions. There are a lot of problem that man gotta face in their life. Happy will become meaningless if we have a life which lack of problem.

Trouble and problem is act as challenge for us in our life. Once we can face these challenge, we can become strong and stronger. I believe in that. Since i study at university, there are a lot of people's attitude that i can see day by day, minute by minute. I wonder is that my problem or really is my problem. I really wonder and wonder.

Non-stop...

Since my test were start, i have no any is free of text~ three test for mathematics~ oh my god~ really wanna kill me already. Some more my tutor change to a economic tutor to teach math~ oh pls help me~ never heard that a tutor will going to follow what student said~ What's going on?

Some more economic text this week~ i think my test will not end until my final test~ haiz~ but it's still better than nothing to do at home~


GANBATEH!

i can't think anything~

I can't think anything as i'm still excited start from yesterday night~ Actually, i'm had a bad mood yesterday... As my sociology make me faint so much... After i finish my test i feel sleepy and tired, but my dearest friends, hishiko wan and memory hoong called me and told that thery were already at kampar, make me surprise so much!

Of course i'm went out with jia ni... haha~ having their dinner at golden sand ^^/ then we were visited the beautiful lake here~ unfortunately, it's rain after we arrived a while~ but me n jia ni are very excited! thx for all the friends who visit us yesterday night!! ^o^