回到单人房的世界，简单多了。。。 一个人的生活是那么的舒适那么的简单，要担心的事少得多了~ <3 p="p">

我家的姥爷很厉害!

我家的姥爷很厉害哦！发了封长长的信息给我捏~这可是连我那远在新加坡的姑姑都没有的说~~ O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ 小姑铁定要闹了~~ XP

从小我就生活在一个幸福的家庭里~ 我家没有传统的重男轻女的思想，也没有严苛的要求；有的只是温暖和关爱。由于父母工作的关系，我几乎都是在两老的看顾下“十分茁壮”的成长也因此最了解我的莫过于两老了。婆婆是个很传统的女性无论什么事情她都可以调适也因为婆婆的传统，从小就被拉到菜市去亲近亲近乡村的传统。也因此，我是最了解婆婆上菜市的“步骤”。通常工作天母亲因为要上课因此无法到菜市去买菜，因此采买就落到婆婆的身上而且她也也很享受。除了可以跟市场的婆婆妈妈们哈拉之余更重要的是她喜爱玩个两手！！O(∩_∩)O哈哈~老家的旧市场有个烧肉档，老板娘除了应付顾客之余还开起了牌局让婆婆妈妈们玩个两手而婆婆是常客之一。搞笑的是每次她都把我赶到一边，不许我近距离观看偶尔还会事先砍包烧肉让我站在一旁拿着吃（如此看来我现在的体型也是拜婆婆所赐！！）。爸爸虽然我怕学坏，但是也只是口头上说说~也许他相信婆婆会有分寸吧~听说，婆婆曾今还因此而上过警察车呢~~不过就是被吓吓而已啦~~

七岁那年我们举家搬迁到一个新建的花园区，就当时的经济而言算是不错了~~婆婆当然跟着我们搬啦~~可是固执的公公以要守着他的钓鱼用具之类的借口拒绝跟我们同住，宁愿自己一人住在老家。。。其实我觉得这不是真正的理由，只是公公不愿多说我也不问而已。公公是个典型的敦厚老实人，在以前就算他已经成家立室就算他已育有七个小孩也还是把每月所得全数上缴给他母亲也就是我的太婆。太婆是个曾今活在封建时代的女性也因此有非常严重的偏心，太婆对于公公这个大儿子没有什么好的对待。一昧的打压是我唯一听过的对待方式，公公有烟瘾因此常常需要向太婆拿钱买烟当时的烟一支大约是一毛还是两毛上下，总之公公买烟是一支支买而叔公们（公公的弟弟们）买烟是一包包的买。太婆的恐怖在那时候是村子里出了名的，打媳妇更是常有的事而那媳妇是我最最爱的婆婆。在我听到这故事的时候第一感觉是不能接受以及怨恨，好强的我不容许我的家人尤其是我最最爱的家人被欺负；一度我选择不与太婆交谈。姑姑们察觉我的极端分别的为我上课告诉我婆婆的曾经的话，“不管怎样，她都是你们的长辈；再怎么不对孝敬是应该的”。我真的很想知道到地婆婆是如何做到那么大肚量。要是我肯定给她闹个翻天！但回头想想，人总是要学会保护自己要在逆境中生存；也许是经历过苦日子所以太婆才会这么的霸道。事已至此，要追究或怨恨也容不得了；甚至，只会让人再度感受会当时的无奈和伤害。不过我相信，婆婆不会再轮回了。如此心地善良的她应该功德圆满常伴佛音身边了吧~~

八岁的我无法让婆婆以我为荣。但是二十岁的我要及时让公公以我为荣！请婆婆眷顾我的愿望，让公公长寿让我现有的家人都来参加我的大学毕业典礼！！

是什么造就今天不服输的我？很早前就发现自己有一种输不起的性格因此把自己弄的强悍像只刺猬~~喜欢做些与其他人不一样的东西，就为了让自己有所价值。加油加油↖(^ω^)↗

Surgeon Bong Dal Hee

Have this movie for few times, but I really cannot forget the feel of being challenged, excited and happiness from the movie. As a doctor, they need to face a lot of challenges and difficulties that normal people need not to face with. They need to experience hundred or thousand times sadness compare with us, meanwhile they also experience hundred and thousand times of happiness when the patient get cure. While we are looking at the surface or the outsider of a doctor, we admire them as they can higher salary and placing at higher working level than the others. However, it is not easy and it is not everyone can handle the stresses and deal with their psychological and physical limitations. I'm sad as I didn't have the ability to service in hospital, meanwhile I wonder whether I can stand straight in front of those challenges.

I had been fell down for twice, but thanks god I manage to get back myself. In own opinion, I choose to on my sadness and weakness once a while rather than just keep pressing it back to my deep heart. As it is totally go against with natural. Human were created with emotions, if we just keep hide our emotions and refuse to face it I think that will have nothing different between human and robot. Hence, I am appreciate what I had experienced.

Someone said I am now mature than before, didn't get sad easily just because of some people, didn't get mad easily, manage to handle my emotions and ways I'm looking to the world is now more mature than before. Thank you, for that. Growing, is a long life process that everyone must gone through. I am happy that I am in the way. Meanwhile I feel sad and sorry for those who think they are mature but actually it was just a lie, I say so is because what had happen or is happening of the person is just like a circumstance, who didn't learn from the lesson nor even evaluate their own self. I think they are going to keep repeat the same thing until they can really understand the truth. This is life, no one can tell you until you experience it and understand it then only you know the true mean.

The Genting

I had visited to Genting from 9 of October until 11 of Oct~~ Overall, out of Casino, and the outdoor theme park Genting have nothing besides enjoy the weather there. We were almost freeze in the night, the mist was very thick at night as well as before and after the rain~ I felt like I am actually in a Winter!

During the first day, we gotta departed from home early in the morning as we need arrive Bidor before 8am~   It was took around 2 hours from Bidor to Genting... We were facing some problems when we check-in as we were not using our name to book, so... But, it didn't make our journey came difficult~ It was fixed with some financial penalty~ XP  As we knew before, meals in Genting are... ...  We ordered some Hainanese meals there~~ Hmm~~ with a cup of "teh" and also the taxes, each of us need to spend RM20 just for this meal~

Planning for First day was exploring~ We were walking around the area or wherever we can went to... 

However, we had suffered our leg hence we decided to take monorail to have a round of the indoor of first world and also the theme park~

Here's the pretty who went to Genting with me ^^

Eiffel Tower in Genting, I will visit the one in Paris somehow a day!!

We planned to play! But we didn't in the end as the water is very very dirty... Both of us were having history of skin sensitive, therefore... :'(

Too sad to say, it is under repairing~ haha~~

First World Hotel under the mist~ Actually we just spend RM 68 for 2 night ^^

The Genting Hotel~

Mist! mist!mist!!

We backed to hotel with zero fatigue~ lol~~ and the dinner for night was cup noodles!! The necessary in Genting!! haha~~ Budget line~ lolz~

Second day, we are now ready for the excitement!!

Lot of devices are under repairing... Not the suitable time... But we still manage to play the spinner and roller coaster!! I had scream out the highest voice during the 20th years of my life~ haha~~

Besides that, the amazing thing was I was invited by an England magician to assist him for a magic show! It was really a nice experience ^^

Last day was bored, as we had went to everywhere... After the breakfast, we were actually have no place to go for... Walked in no way... Lolz~ I had went through to 看相~ Lolz... Overall, okok la~~ XP But what the master said were quite true...hehe~ 

End of the Genting trip... Now is time for my MUET~ hohohoho~~

I ❤ myself !!

我很爱我自己，所以对自己想要的我从不拒绝~ 但不至于放纵啦~~ 所以我身体力行，开始了古筝之旅！我给了自己很有意义的二十岁生日，第一次的古筝课就是在我二十岁的第一天！ 感觉太棒了！那兴奋、心情和满足绝非笔墨或是言语所能形容~ 虽说还没有属于自己的一架古筝但是终有一天会让我弹拨着自己的乐器奏着欣赏的歌曲！从对自己许下的诺言到实现、进行、越过阻碍、进而如愿以偿~ 那种成就多让人骄傲~ 诺言，并不局限于大小，大致国家、世界；小至品尝食物或是享受美好一天。只要得到想要，一切都变得美好~

二十岁的礼物，谢谢死党~ 送了一只表~~ 我的朋友都很贴心，了解我的为人~ 与其送我摆饰，他们更明白送些实际的更符合我的性格~ 因为本人就是个懒得收拾的人~O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ 所以咯！谢啦，亲爱滴~~

生日卡上，这家伙还不忘提醒我已踏入二十岁~~ 好啦，我是又“长”一岁啦~ 谁不年年长？O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ 期待咱俩九号的云顶之旅哦！！

生日快乐

我不知道我在等什么，只知道我等不到我心底最渴望的~ 很可笑，连我自己都不懂得想要什么，又有谁懂？再也收不到的祝福，只能在过去缅怀~ 只是，为什么我们就连一丁点儿的友谊也都没有了？手机没响，心沉入海不再让自己存在任何的奢望了~

眼下，有了新的目标。为了更好的生活拼了！活了20 个年头，可说还是一事无成。不管如何，都要让自己活得精彩！

生日快乐！！