~Enough~

Although I'm miss them every day, but they won't come back anymore. Gone, will not come back~ I can't stop to miss them at this month~ Every day and every night. Every time, my tear will come with the miss. Can't i stop to miss them? I think cannot. Because they are my dearest uncle and grandma. I can't denial that, some of my friends can help me to forget the sad for a while, but i don't want... Not because this is my privacy... I'm care about what will they think about me.

When i'm sad, there is a place that only i will stay~ My room~ hehe~ Safety at there... No disturbs... No noise... just alone... The feel was great! I like that~ may be i'll call a friend asking he or she beside me... That is enough... Need not too much... That is enough...

Success...

                 A title of my essay this week. Success, is not a easy word for me. There are much meaning for me. Success of a mother, she can know all the things of her family, she can keep her family's health. Success of a teacher is not he or herself, but from his/her students.

               There are so much meaning of success. How I'm going to choose? What is my success? So far , my biggest success is not my result at all. Is me relation with my friends...

Help~

               T_T... SPM coming soon... I'm still very lazy leh... hehe... All my friends starting their study already... Heiz... Why there are so much problem for man? Sometimes, I'm lazy to settle the things, just leave the problem aside... But the problem still existence... It cause many problem for me. 

              So, I learn a things. When we cannot settle a  problem, we can put it aside. Calm down ourself until we can settle it intellect. Heiz, talking is easier than action.  

Control~~

                 That's not a easy thing to control. Control temper, control emotion or others. I hate it! Sometimes, we can't control ourself, so may be somebody will be hurt by us, but who can help me? I'm try to control myself when I'm in red eyes. But I'll feel unfair about it... That's not my wrong... Why I'm the one say sorry? That is not my wrong. Human, is not really perfect... There are some ugly things will be shown out easily...

                 For me, no one can I believe. May be I'm have not meet the person. But i believe that is very difficult. hehehe.........

~~Harry Potter~~

                Since Harry Potter was came, I'm waiting for my friends who can go to cinema with me!!!!! But they make me very disappointed to them...  T0T I'm wait and wait... but no one can go with me!!! Why?! 

               Every day and day... Teachers are remind us the trial exam and the SPM... Heiz... I'm nearly crumble now... Luckly, i still have some crazy friends beside me... hehe... Actually, I don't want leave them... Because the time can pass very fast... hehe but that is impossible ... heiz...

               Sometimes, I'll think about our future. What will happen after this? What can we do after this? T.T 

              My dear friends, I really don't want leave you all....... 

My Funny memories......

           This year is my last year to enjoy all the benefits as a student... Haha... Besides friends, some of the memories i really cannot forget all my life. I'm very happy before i leave my school i have join a drama competition and act as stepmother... Because my friends said i have the genes.... very suitable to act as stepmother... T.T

          I'm very joy when we are practice...... We practice for 2 months already... It's look like short but It is pass very fast... At the competition we felt anxious very much... Now, Show time! The competition was start... When i came to the stage.... Oh my god! let me dizzy......... Many students Were looked at me!!!!!

         Calm down, you can do it. I told myself...Finally, the show finished but i dont wan leave the stage!!! No! I'm belong to the stage!!!! haha o(∩_∩)o Aiyo, when the show finished must came down la... T.T 

        The result coming out! T.T(lose... n very disappointed ) Even though we are lose but we are happy...... And i believe that all of the actor and the workers are very enjoy it... hehe...

Cry With No Tear...

                This three weeks, I feel horrible... Why? the same thing, some of the people can understand easily, but some of them was nothing understand... The true is cruel... T_T Serious is that too difficult for human? Although was been scolded but still remain the original face... Arh... I really can't understand that. 

               I'm very understand that why I'm look like older than my friends, although we are same age... Because that is many things make me confused... T_T! My God! Please please and please...... Who can help me? Heiz....