THOUGHT

I thought it's easy, but it's not~ I can't. I'll find a time to make myself clear~ of course will be as soon as possible~

Feeling~ Confusing~

I thought everything will passed follow by the time, but actually 4 years is not enough. My heart was break when i saw those pictures, but i choose to ignore, still nothing happen to me. Until i saw her, your lover. I know all the things were gone. You forgot those things before, our memories. May be it's just myself thinking, may be it's nothing to you.

I'm read back the letters that you gave before. Although it's just 3, but i feel enough with it. May be for you memories passing with time, you can forgot easily and found your true love; but i'm still remember hard about everything. Am i like you? Sorry, even thought myself, i also can't find the answer for, but i'm sure, i feel unwell when i saw those pictures.

I know that's impossible between us, i choose to keep it as deeper as i can in my heart. A best regard for you and her. I choose to say goodbye with our memories.

not understand~

i know it's very to communicate with someone that you are not close at all~ i understand that sometime you will have a bad mood~ but can't you even think about me? i'd already tired with your black face. I'm not necessary to see your black face and let you treat like a dog k? just think about the other when you want do something~

Speechless~

Starting my U life~ move to hostel at 23th of mei~ tired on that day~ Just stay hostel for 3 days, then come back~ that's too hot there really 'tak boleh tahan'~ oh my god~ :'( cry cry cry~

My youngest sister is change more difficult to teach~ Haiz~ one more speechless for me~ really don't know how to talk with her~ Bad temper she have~ make me cry cry cry again~ :'(

Meet My Friend~

Meet with my friend today who came back from her form 6 life~ It's quite a lot of funny things that i can heard from her~~ I'm admire... Because they are still stick together~ I believe they can done their study well~ So, i can't be lazy~ Just Gan bathe for myself~ ^^

Next week will move in my hostel, i don't know when my parent will buy for me~ Just wait for it... May be it's still unnecessary for the first week~ Think so and hope so~ All my dearest will finish their orientation week and start their study week soon~ It;s heard good right? At least they will not feel bore as me~ ><

Bull shit!

Just a little girl like to act like a mature women! Fuck! Know you got a lot of 'love' experience la! Do you need to write it out? Even you want scold, can't you write as message? Need to post it out to let all guys know? What a Fucking girl you are! Luckily i didn't add you! If not I'll go to scold you!

Don't want the other respect you when you are not respect to other! I'm willing to scold you because you were using a damning attitude to treat my friend! I'm really sympathy to your friends and boy friends! And also your Grandpa's restaurant! Because got a fucking girl like you to serve the customers! No manners and having a damning attitude! Don't act like you are so good! Who know whether you are prostitute or not? Advice you! go make body check every month! who know you get sick or not?!

Sad Sad~

Yean come back already~ She said so bore for the orientation week... Haiz... better then me la~ just stay home wait to scold by other~ Lolz~ lame nia~ Laptop also didn't buy for me~ I just want 2000 one's only nia~ My friend's 3000 leh~ haiz~ Disappointing~ Really don't know how to communicate! SXXX!!!!